Is he really my friend?

okk well ive always considerd him my friend i would trust him. we used to mess around with each other but like a year ago and we stoped cuz we didnt wanna mess up the friendship by taking it to far or anything so it stoped at kissing and some heavy touching. since i tought i could still trust him and everything i told him to take care of me while i was drunk but instead of watching out for me not to do anything stupid he took me to an empty room and took advantage of me. i kept on telling him no but he would say -its all ok its just that ive always wanted you- and ****. since i was drunk well obviously i enjoyed it and everything and i know ive always wanted to see how good he was in bed and everything but i made sure not to hitt on him while i was drunk. on top of all that he didnt even care enough to use a condom. is he really my friend or is he just around waiting for these moments to come?? should i forgive him??